Calming The Storm

I was told this week that sometimes God calms the storm...and sometimes He chooses to calm us in the midst of our storm. Wow...what a thought.

I feel like I've been in this storm a LONG time...sometimes I can't see the distant shore for the high waves that are crashing into my boat. Sometimes I'm so scared that I hover in the lower deck, oblivious to the beacon of light guiding me safely to the harbor. Sometimes I stand at the edge and think of jumping and let the sea carry me where it may.

Today....today, I'm aware that I'm in a storm...and it's relentless...and I realize that this is a storm that I must weather....so I choose today to find peace that God could calm this storm, but He would rather calm me.

Noise In My Head

Since I can't put a coherent sentence together and I really need to blog (and empty my head)...you get...ramblings....

.....thoughts in no particular order.........

..wish I had an extra $500 right now...friend Misty found an awesome deal on a Nikon D70....

.......I really need to clean my desk .....

...so glad my mom saved the day and took all my food home from my defrosted freezer...ready made meals & freezer catastrophe diverted........

........will I ever be caught up on laundry........nobody answer that...it's a rhetorical question....

...I think I like singing classical music...

.......but I hate doing lip trills.....

...I'm ready for another girls night out..yes, I just had an entire weekend...it's good for my soul....

...I should probably go to bed, but of course I'm not sleepy..........

......going anyway

....................Good Night.........

Sometimes It's Just That Good....

Some things are just too good to share....

......this weekend is one of those....

...and while I totally understand that I have inquiring minds that actually do sometimes read my blog...

....all I can say is.....

...I had a really good time....I relaxed more than I have in a LONG time....and I did find some of the answers I was looking for....which should not be translated to mean that I have it all figured out and life is just a bunch of roses....it means just that...I found some answers...now I have to figure out what to do with those answers

....ok...that's it...that's all the details you get....oh yeah...and I laughed...hysterically...more than I cried...huge improvement!

In 2 hours I'm taking off on a jet plane. Ok. Not literally. But I am taking a mental break...from the blog...email...my phone...my family. This has been a tough emotional week for me and I desperately need some breathing room. So. This weekend is about relaxing and digging deep within for some much needed answers. See ya Monday!